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is it better to wish than to have and to be scared to lose?

is it worse to experience than to expect?

there's so much to enjoy when you look around

but so little to feel when you get it or take it or buy it or win

there's no sense to find sense in a move or an action

that would be a distraction from the silence inside

there is no sense to look for a place to attend

when all you do is pretend and fake smile

can you really celebrate if you just enjoy waiting

and the day itself makes you feel empty

and you have to be happy but the hours go by

and there's less of that day when you check it each time?