ghost

i am basically a ghost

i don't exist

people don't see me

people don't notice me

people don't hear me

it's like i'm erased from this reality

it's hard to exist

when even i don't consider myself existing

when i don't even feel alive

on the other hand it's much easier

that way i don't have to feel guilty

for the things i want to do with myself

because i don't have a body

because everything isn't real

because it feels like a simple nightmare

it's a favor from universe

to not be